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ahhh, guys im so sorry about not keeping up with my bolg. i keep up with my other one more regularly now cause my computers been being weird about logging me onto my blogger. so, my most sincere apologies.

true for me.

someone will say this one day to me, and i will have no idea how to respond…

“You know what wrong with you, Miss Whoever-You-Are? You’re chicken. You got no guts. You’re afraid to say, “Okay, life’s fact.” People do fall in love. People do belong to each other, because that’s the only chance anybody’s got for real happiness. You call yourself a free spirit, a wild thing. You’re terrified somebody’s going to stick you in a cage. Well baby, you’re already in the cage. You built it yourself. And it’s not bounded by tulip, Texas, or Somaliland. It’s wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself.”-breakfast at tiffanys

because its one hundred percent true for me…

day 7

day7. Complete the sentence, “I am..”

I am Stevie
I am super funny, I am very loyal, I am someone who loves meeting new people, seeing new places, trying new things.  I am someone who loves diversity. I am a realist. I sometimes make big deals out of litte things.  I am one of the only girls in the world who doesn’t enjoy makeup to its fullest. I am someone who doesn’t love getting ready everyday. I am lds. I am smart. I am a very self-less person, or at least I try to be. I am someone who enjoys helping people when needed. I am surrounded by family and close friends that I know care about me and love me very much. I am happy.

day 5

day5. Something that makes you feel better.

Just one??i seriously have THE HARDEST time ever choosing just one thing usually. And its super funny slash ironic cause I get upset when I ask someone what their favorite ____ is and if they say, “I don’t have a favorite!” I get bugged cause you ALWAYS will like one thing more then another. But I don’t want to spend time on really digging into what one I truly like moore so I will name a few…

1. food. Its sad, but it honestly does make me happy. I love trying new places and restaurants and just easting all the time hahahah its sad but I really do just adore food in my mouf.

2. sleep. Anyone who knows me, knows that I love my sleep. I need it and I love it which makes it doubly great. I love the feeling after a nap. I'm not good at the “power naps” though. If I'm taking a nap it needs to be at least one hour or else its completely useless. I love long sleeping nights too. Seriously I love sleeeeeeep, I consider my self a gold medalist in this category of my life

3.ice cream. As I said before, I love ice cream. It is so wonderful and great, I always love me some ice cream. Anytime, day, place.

4.pictures. I love memories I have with my friends and family. I love pictures because immediately when I look at an old picture I can instantly remember the place, time of year, people we were with, what we did, funny things that happen etc. I love my friends and so having pictures to record our good times bring me great joy.

5.music. so clique but incredibly true. It makes me happy, it makes me sad, it makes me think, it makes me wonder, and it makes me feel things I’ve never thought of feeling before.  I could go on and on for the millions of reasons everyone should love music… but the thing I love about music the most knows that someone out there felt something when they wrote the lyrics for that specific song. And the composers felt something special when they put together the sounds for that song. Everyone puts so much feeling and emphasis on one single song, I love knowing that someone felt something so strongly that they made music out of it. When you think about it that way, it’s almost impossible to hate any songs. It makes me so happy when people are passionate for things.

day four

day4.What’s your guilty pleasure tv show, food, and magazine?

So super, duper, easy for me. I love everything, and feel guilty about none of them. It will be hard for me to narrow it down to only one, I shall try my hardest though….

TV show: The Office.

 Anyone who knows me, knows this. I know every episode by name. I have all the seasons. I can watch them all ovr and over again and not even get bored or tired of them once. I love everything about it. The humour that the office has, is my sense of humour to a T!!! sarcasm, ways with words, idiots… ahh I love everything about The Office.

Food: urghhh. I have to do half-sies on this guys…

1-Ice cream. Seriously, I am the BIGGEST sucker for it. Ever. I love it. And I can be brutally and truthfully honest that I eat one bowl of ice cream a day. Not even lying, my family has gallons and gallons of it in our freezer outside. We love that stuff. Everything about ice cream makes me extremely happy. ESPECIALLY coldstone, cake batter with brownies. Wow. Can you say TO DIE FOR? I love it.

2-funnel cakes. Seriously I would kill for one. I tried to make them once at my house, epic fail. But that just goes to show how much I love them. L-O-V-E love them. I go to fairs for the funnel cakes, nothing else. I did this thing where I told all my friends that the only way they could be re-friended, is if they bought me either coldstone or a funnel cake, otherwise they were cut off of Stevie time…. Two of my friends did it, but I gave u with that. People just weren’t as motivated to be my friend as I thought they would be. Hm, whatevs. ah this is making me want to cry cause I don’t have both of them in front of me right now. We need to stop discussing the two foods I take the most serious in my life pronto.

Magazine: definantly aren’t muh thang. Meaning I will look at them when I get a chance and when I'm bored but its not like I have a specific one on lock every month yanno? Sike. Scratch that. I do. National Geographic. Love it. Honestly the most entertaining and eye-opening magazine on the face of the earth. I love nature, culture, and other peoples way of living so I find it super entertaining to read the articles, look at the pictures and just soak up the awesomeness of that mag…

(also, Cosmopolitain is pretty good as well, only sex tips though. We all know those are hilar to read.)

day 3

day3. A picture and/or description of your favorite place in your world. And I’m not talking about like France or Greece. I’m talking somewhere you visit daily or at least fairly often.

I hate my answer. Its so cliché and such but it honestly is one of my all time favorite places to be. I grew up in the same house from the womb until I was seventeen. I was supper bummed when my parents decided to move. Like ultra super pissed more like. It was the definition of a cozy house. 3 bedrooms, 1 bathroom. Super tiny but so nice, close knit, perfect for me!

 but when we decided to move I thought my life was a gonner. Little did I know I was going to love the house we moved into. We looked and looked for probably 6 or 7 monthes to try and find the perfect one. We looked in S. Jordan, Sandy, Draper… everywhere and finally decided on 5627 Valewood Dr.

 I love it here.  Some of the most amazing things happen right inside our doors. ive seen people come and go and come back and then leave again, ive seen fights, makeups, hugs, tears, laughter, family wrestling matches, discussions, ive seen it all. The best part of all, it that in my home, whether it was my Clear Street home, or Valewood… I have been taught, shown, and lived through love. True, unconditional love. I feel it right when I walk through my front doors. Miracles beyond belief. i love that I know if I need anything this is where I will most likely end up. I love that I can curl up in a ball with a blanket, and slowly but surely as people come home or pass the room I am in, Sam will come in and help me pick out the movie we wanna watch,  my mom will make homemade popcorn and start watching whatever with us, then as my dad passes he will hurry and make a weird mixture of Kool-aid and pour everyone a cup and watch with us and offer to go get a redbox, and then when ely finally comes home he will try and act like he doesn’t wanna watch with us and go in the other room for a minute but sooner or later he will always come in and watch. I love my family, I love the memories we share, the pictures we have taken, the places we have been. and my home is what holds our family in, and reminds us of what we all have created together, physically and mentally.  its not a perfect place, but its where we are together and try and learn the difference between a home and a house.

day 2

day2. A picture of one of your celebrity crushes and 5 things you would do with them. No questions asked.

so like this was hard for me. first reason is cause I'm nt like ultra into celebrity gossip I think its stupid and such but who am I kidding because everyone has someone that they cant help but adoreeeeeee on the tv screen, movie screen and or magazines. Anyways,  well I have 4 celeb crushes. And I'm a very loyal celeb crusher, because its been the same four since about 8^th grade.  Its hard to settle on just one, because all four of them seem extremely enjoyable., entertaining and they are all so funny (this means that im more into guys for their hilariousness then looks. hmm go figure.) sooo basically, im just going to have to make a decision. right now.

Ashton Kutch.

had too. Everyone knows I'm in love, and  i feel as if i chose someone over him- it would be like cheating on our oh-so-fictional relationship he has yet to discover. Honestly, he would kick demi to the curb if he knew I existed but whatever.

things WE would do:

1.  we would laugh. A lot. Like he would make me laugh at everything and anything and I just. Ahh is it bad I'm smiling just picturing this fantasy? He is hilarrrr. And ah so charming, sexy, wow. Stevie… stop.

2. we would punk someone people. And when I say people it would be the two people I hate most in the world. Okay fine, not hate just seriously we would get em so good and not tell them it was us. Sike. We would tell them it was us and then they would be super jealous and maybe they would stop being such bitches to me. but I wouldn’t care anymore cause a kutch would be by my side.

3. he would make me dinner cause I bet hes a good cook. Hes good at about everything else in my book.

4. hmm, we would go see cool places in his private jet (does he have one?) and just see super cool things I guess… 

5.ah I duno I'm super lame I don’t even care what we would do because we would just have so much fun we wouldn’t ever get bored and then we would cuddle and watch a movie and I could just sleep next to his sexy bod. Wow that would be great and then he would make me toast in the morning (my fave) and we would go on a walk and then yeah we would just have a good day. Hahahah

runners up:

 

-Johnny Depp-so sexy, mysterious, charming etc etc. I seriously almost took ten minutes deciding between him and a kutch. They are so attractive and equally awesome so it took me a minute. (*sidenote... i have framed pictures of ashton and johnny in my room.. im obsessed.) Oh and also, since I'm a stalker of j depp, I have come to find his humor is hilarious. So witty, sarcastic but so serious. Like he doesn’t laugh at his own jokes which makes him that much funnier. That’s all about deppy.

-Johnny Knoxville-so hot and funny

 -Adam Brody- attractive and funny and he has like a little boy silliness about him which makes him even more adoarable….

day 1

Sometimes I get frustrated that I dont write in my blog enough, and then I get on here to write something and I never know what the eff to write. So then I just blah blah about stupid lame things and I bet some of you are like, wow Stevie youre lame. But whatevs. Anywayyys so ive been seeing a few people are doing this 30 day challenge bidness.
so mainly what it is, is a question for everyday of the month to blog about. I'm already admitting to the fact that I will probably not write every single day, but every time I do get on to blog I will do one of the 30 day thingys. Easy right? im all for stuff that can entertain me. so here i go. day 1. starting right this very minute.

day1. Your name and 7 things about you that no one really knows

well, i'm Stevie for those of you who weren’t quite sure…and hmm, five random things about me that not very many people know? What the heck that’s kind of hard… I will try my hardest with these ones..

1. so most of you already know that I am SO MUCH FUN! So I cant really talk about that or its not something new hahaha so I know most of the people who will be reading this will already know that I am super sarcastic and I laugh, joke, tease and LOVE hangin gout with my family and friends and meeting new people etc. but I loveeee my alone time. I love laying in my room, driving in my car, and just being by myself to think about things etc.

2. I am so loyal. To really, everyone. My family, friends, co-workers, random people I don’t even know. Like seriously I have the hardest time not sticking up for people and I have such a struggle with not rooting for the underdog. I always feel like I'm backing someone up or defending someone. And to be honest I don’t even know if anyone even notices… but I try! I love this quality about myself, but I also sometimes get frustrated when it isn’t reciprocated between me and whoever I was helping for that moment of the day.

3. I am so claustrophobic. Just the thought of being in a small space where I can’t fling my limbs whichever way I choose sickens me. and when I'm cuddling with someone, sleeping, or just sittin with a blanket, if I can’t move my legs I have a spazz-out moment. not good.

4. so, I kind of have a hard time with copying me and what I do. Like I know everyone copys everyone in some form of another but I cant stand when I buy something and the next week someone I know goes and gets pretty much te same thing. I'm like, wait? Didn’t I get that first. Its kind of a problem I have because I'm such and individualist. So I sometimes go out of my way to look and shop places that not very many people do. And I like having unique things and for people to see me and thing hmm I never thought of doing that or saying that or whatever but if people do it after me then I'm like well shit I can’t do that anymore. i know copying is supposed to be a compliment but i cant help but get suppppperrrr annoyed.

5. This will defiantly be something new for people… I am a really religious person. Not religious in the way I act and the way I carry myself day to day, but the beliefs I do have are very strong and close to my heart. I don’t talk about religion with people because I honestly don’t think it matters. What I think matters is if you’re a good person, if you are then you’re okay by me. I have strong opinions with the few that I have. And the church that i belong to I don’t agree with things that they teach but other things I believe very strongly and from the way I act and say and do I don’t think people would pin me as a religious person.

6.hahah, so I'm not gonna go into this next one a lot because people judge me but I meditate and believe in meditation as a healing and peaceful process. I also believe in de-toxing your body and your aura. If you want more information about this ask me, I'm not afraid to talk about it J

7. I am a firm believer in Auras and Horoscopes and all of that sort of thing. I know some people think I'm a loony for believing in weird crazy things like that but with my experience with them they are super true and extremely interesting. I am always looking things up online, reading books and talking to people to learn more about them. I love it

yayy

yay for waxed lip, yay for hangin gout with an old friend, yay for the alpine loop adventure, yay for life :)

updation

this week was amazing.
-it started off with my best friend pauls birthday, such a fun day! i bought him a present that he LOVED! he was so grateful for it and im so lucky to have the best friends i do have!
-i reconnected with one of my oldest friends ever (via phone because our schedules conflict WAYYY too much!) but we talked for an hour plus some and it was more than overdue, goodness i love her. we laughed, informed, and sympathized with each other for our updated lives. we both have so much to tell each other and we sadly had to cut our phone chat sooner they i would have liked because i had to go into work... phooey! but yeah it was so nice to get to talk to her again.
-we learned how to do high frequency and back facials with the machines this week which was super fun to learn and way entertaining and we got to do them to each other, so relaxing and so much fun. ahh i love esthetics!!!
-i hung out with my friends sean, paul and cade, taylor, and rachel this week (not all at once) but hanging out with them this week was fun and i feel like i didnt do the same thing twice in a row. i tend to sometimes do that sometimes which sometimes is okay but sometimes im like uhh... i need a change of pace STAT!! but needless to say, it was nice to get to hang out and spend time with them this week.
-short and sweet version, i have developed a slight crush on a couple of people lately! and we all know thats a fun thing to have come into our lives
- i found some old pictures from jr higha nd posted them on facebook and i am more then happy with the responses i have been getting! i miss my jr high friends so much and we have decided that we are all getting together around christmas when we all are home from college and stuff.. i honestly hope that it ends up happening :)
-i dont have my communications class tomorrow which is super fun and nice that for one Friday out of all my Fridays i get to sleep in and hang out! holy crap! im so excited for NOTHING TO DO! hahah but yeah, i already know what i am thinking of doing too! i am going to go with paul and cade to go up to rachels house and hang out up there for a bit. nothing too exciting but i just am feeling a lame-o slack off day tomorrow. if i had it my way, i would wake up at 11:30am, curl up on the couch with a blanket and watch LOTR  (lord of the rings) i have been aching to watch those again recently, truly something that makes me happy.

hmmmfff, anyways... all in all a great past week! i recently got tumblr but dearest blogspot i will NOT leave you out in the dust my love! not now, and not never.

ahh, and did i mention, I Love My Life?

if not, there ya go. xoxo szh

fail

failblog makes me happier then any other website in the world. (other then watching tosh .0 when i miss it on tv) anyways... love it. i came across some hilllarrrious ones today and there were two of my favorites. epic fails.

forgot

the past three times ive written i forgot to do the question thingy so here are four for you right now, four in one scoreeeee!! shoot. im forgetfull at times...

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
never. ever. if youre even thinking about it your whole heart isnt fully in the relationship youre in so break up.

Can you have more than one best friend?
of course. i have like three best friends and they all help me with deifferent things in my life. but rachels my ultimate bfff.

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
wataaa, always always always.

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
male, i woke up to a few texts :)

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
enviromental club of course :)

smoooch

so i havent really wrote anything lately and quite frankly, i still dont want to. bwah. i am busy. my days go as follows... wake up, get ready, school from 10-5, work from 6-11, sleep. thats my day. what a freaaaakin drag. im beginning to be so grown-upish with a laaaame routine i dont even know if i want to continue being my friend. urgh. but i still do fun things everyonce in a while (often in all reallness..) go camping, meet new people etc. i went to the dunes last weekened and as most know my friends (rachel and paul) got thrown around a little bit. so scary. so scary. buttt, on a bright note they are alive and well! yippeee. but super lame cause all they do is lay in bed. i love them, but tthey can be such a drag at moments. but its nice that we can just sit around and we dont feel like we always have to be doing something to be entertained (mostly cause we cant  but still..) like yesterday, i didnt have work, school, a whole bunch of nothin was going on so what did i do? woke up, cleaned my room while paul ate his sick wheat, visited rachel, went to lunch with my friend brad, came home, went back to pauls, took a nap over there, made cake, visited rachel, came home. such a relaxing and blah day but i feel like i was able to just enjoy myself! but anyways hahah while paul and i were laying around we decided to watch definitely maybe. so cute! because all i do is hang out with heartless men (no offense...) i never get to watch my chick flicks everrrr!!! so paul said we could watch one and i got super happy! i havent seen one in ages and i forgot how much i missed being in a relationship thingy! not necessarily the relationship part but having that one person to be cute with and get butterflies around and to cuddle with and hold hands and just be so cute together. i love when i see people out and about with their "lovey" it just makes me smile for them. one day i will meet a guy that will laugh and goof off and be super silly but cute with me and treat me amazingly and every time i look at him i will just be able to tell he loves every single thing about me... oh man. one day..... im off to sleep slash clean my room. xoxo szh