day 19

Day 19. You're siblings.
two brothers.

Love them. Love them. Love them.

Ely is a studly 16year old kid (soon to be 17…holy crap) and he is just loving high school. Hes so funny and such a awesome person. So nice to people and loyal to his friends. I love that he has had the same group of friends for so long!!!! He is just one of those kids that will love you until you give him a reason not to.... we have gotten super close and are able to talk about pretty much anything and we both can give each other advice on problems we might be having and what not. its been nice to be able to talk to him more and such. he also is a huge compliment giver. whenever im about to go out on a date or just go out for the night with friends he always tells me how pretty i look or that he likes my outfit and such. i love that he makes me feel confident in what im wearing or whatev!

Sam is the funniest ball of silliness youll ever meet. He has this hilarious sense of humor that gets us all laughing at one point or another. He doesn’t say much but when he does its usuall hilarious. He is someone who looks at peoples hearts and loves them for who they are. Not shallow at all, he would help anyone. He is a genuine friend to those around him and I love him very much! we also get tot alk about some things and i help him with homework and fun stuff like that. sam and i are home around the same time each day so sometimes we will sit down and watch an old movie together or make pizza and just goof around till the rest of the family gets home. i love how he always makes me feel better and laughs and my hilarious jokes :)

amigoz

i am going to take two minutes and tell everyone that reads my blog (whoever that may be) how happy i am that i have such awesome friends. seriously the best of the best. they are always there to help me through things and my closest friends aren't judgmental at all and when i mess up or need help they always make me feel like im still as awesome of a person even though i don't make the best of choices at times. like seriously  though i have some of the best friends anyone could ask for. my best friends let me be who i want to be and i have stopped pretending to be who i thought everyone wanted me to be. i am glad high schools over (i miss some of the people) but i have finally found friends and try to surround myself with people i have the most in common with and its made me have such stronger relationships and good, solid friendships because i havent based my friend basis off of people ive known forever so i felt obligated to keep in contact and whatnot, yanno? anyways i am so grateful for those people who help me through the ups and downs everyday!!!

-cade: seriously helps me through everyday. i spend a ton of time with him and he always makes me look at things like they arent big deals and he helps me to not be all frazzeled, crazy, stressed out. :) hes the best
-paul: he just makes me smile and laugh about funny things. usually we dont even have to talk with words. things happen and we just look at each other and know exactly what the other one is thiking.
-kayla: holy crap i love her everyday texts that just make me smile. to say she is selfless is a complete understatement. when im sick she offeres to bring me soup, when i am tried of driving she drives. like our friendship is good and im glad we talk more like we used to :)
-tennysha: we are the same person. we think the same ways about so many different things and i love how i can always talk to her regardless cause she talks em through it and makes me feel less weird about how i am feeling or whatever i did.  

these are other people who are such good friends to me :) 
-rachel
-cc
-liz
-kate
-kenz
-kirst
-myles
-connor
-ryan
-haley
-becca
-ariel




theres more people i just cant think right now. love you alll mwahhhh szh

day eighteen

18. A habit you wish you didn't have.

hmm, i dont even know.

jk i got it.

okay so i have this thing where i dont get ready. and i know that this sounds really weird but let me explain. first off. i dislike makeup. i wear very little for a few reasons. 1-i hate how it feels on my face. it just feels like a thin layer of oil and dirt. i dont wear a lot so it shouldnt even feel weird but i love how my face feels when its fresh and such so when i wear the littelest amount im like WOAHHH NELLLEYYYY!!! anyways 2-because i truely do think i look just as fine without it sometimes. when im tan. thats all.

okay so anyways to sum up this tale, i dont wear it often and i dont really get ready either. like i wear cute things but its not like i look overly steller all the time. it isnt a big deal but sometimes when im getting ready for school or work or whatever im like, blah. i dont wanna wear makeup or be cute. so i dont and then i regret it later cause i dont feel as cute. yanno when you have a cute outfit on and your hair works perfect and your face is glowing... yeah i love that feeling but i dont have it often cause i am too lazy to put forth the tiniest effort.and another thing is i ave way cute cloes that fit my personality and person "style" if you will... and its more like not earthy. but like plainish... but i have way cute stuff like heels and stuff that i love wearing, but never do cause i feel to dressy. i just decided im oing to start wearing my heels sometimes. not for anyone else but me cause they make me feel cute and such. 

 

that was the biggest babble ive ever done. wowowow. im done. but seriusly if i ever look like this.... 

 

 

lemme know how awful i look. unless its for an eighties party and slash or costume party of some sort.
 

day 17. 5 things you are looking forward to the rest of the year.

 hahah wow. lame that this question came when its like seriously three weeks if that left in the year 2010! but oh well that will make it more narrowed down as to what im excited about right?!

 

 

1-i am currently out for Christmas break for schoolio! this means that all my friends that went to different schools will soon be coming home as well. many hang outs, dinner dates and such will be taking place. im so excited to hear about their new experiences and such..

 

2-coldness outside typically can lead to snow. snow leads to snow and outdoor activities. like sledding, epiicccc snowball fights, snowman making et cetera. snow is my friend, not my foe as it is for some people. i embrace snow. therefore im excited for it.

3-christmas time is a grand time for family parties, big dinners and that sort of thing. i love all the traditions my family and i have with extended family and close family friends durin this season.

4- im soooo stoked about the presents under the tree and under my bed for my family and friends. im sooo excited for what i put together and made for them. ahhhh :) present giving is always the best!!!!

5-speaking of friend traditions and snow activities ^, snowmobiling for new years is a hansgen, richmond, woodard, huntzinger, huesser tradishhh. i cant stay the whole time this year cause of lame stupid work that i hate. but im excited to go down for a bit.

6-new years is one of my all time favorite holidays!!! so weird, but so true. im excited that i may, or may not be getting a new years kiss this year. it will be a first for me :)

that pretty much summssss up my 2010. may yours be more then fabulous as well :) szh

temple square

twas such a fun and enjoyable night. im sure youve already seen the pictures posted on the fb but these are my favorites of the night. im so lucky to have good friends like these guys down there. plus a few others of course. im tired. xoxo szh

first final down, two do go. i love being busy but i am glad for a short break. thats all. bye

day sixteen

day 16- post a picture from when you were younger.

state fair with the family. i was six or seven. my hair was long and my thoughts were probably going at 100 thoughts per second. i loved being little and feeling good and whatever i wanted to go and do. i played with everyone, everywhere i went and was always so friendly. i miss being a full blow kid. now im only halfsies.

day fifteen

day 15. If you were stranded on an Island, who would be with you and which limited 15 items would you two have?

so it would be grand if I had more details like…how long am I on the island? Is it like im stranded or just hanging out as a vacation?  Well since they don’t tell me I will fill in all the holes…. Im there on vacation. For two weeks.

Annnddd im bringing Cade. Cause hes funny and he will entertain me the entire time cause that’s what he does here as well.

1. A camera. We have to document this awesome event

2. Toothbrush & lots of toothpaste- like theres just no explanation- its a given.

3. deodarent I don’t wanna smell horrid.

4. hamock. Cause I love them and I can just picture two palm trees placed perfectly just askking for a hamock to be hung between. Love it.

5. fuiji waterbottles. I don’t care what anyone says it’s the best kind of water ever

6. hiking clothes. The island im on, there are fun and tropical hikes we will be going on.

7. Swimsuit  cause I wanna swim?

8.Sunscreen I don’t want to die of leather skin.

9. Cards because cade and I play speed like its our job. Seriously we play at least 30 games everytime we play. It becomes a war and I always win

10. a few changes of clothes. not too much though, i dont really need much of any options

11. ipod. Because cade and I love bob marley. So why would we not love it on an island. “Is that bob marley? Turn that shit upppp!!”

12. my cloud blanket. There will be a tiki hut there so I don’t have to bring it but I have to bring my blanket to sleep with. Its soo comfy so why would I not?

13. matches so we can have a huge bonfire and dance around and be silly around. I don’t want to have to rub sticks together. Id rather cut to the chase and strikkkke a match!!

14.  jet skis. Cause I love them and who doesn’t love to play in the water with jet skis? There arent harmful scary fished in the water so I wont be scared to fly off the machines yanno?

15. my journal to write all my great adventures down so I don’t forget a second!

day thirteen

day 13. Your favorite quote.

i have an entire thing fullll of quotes that have meant things to me over the past some odd years. i picked a couple, they are all personal to me in a different way.  quotes are so beautiful. i love being able to stumbled upon one and its like a fortune cookie; sometimes its exactly what you needed to hear...

All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost; The old that is strong does not wither, deep roots are not reached by the frost.-Lord of the Rings

some days you'll love each other just like that. and other days you'll have to work at it.  you never see the hard days in a a photo album, but those are the days that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.-Just Married

Don't spend time beating on a wall. Hoping to transform it into a door-Sid Hansgen

I don't find clothes sexy at all. I find people sexy, and I find personalities fascinating and sexy and appealing and charming. So a sexy girl wrapped in a sheet is a sexy girl, and an un-sexy girl in a low-cut dress is still an un-sexy girl. - Marc Jacobs

day twelve

day 12. A thought for the day.

When you understand why something hurts, it stops hurting.
When you understand you have options,  you take action.
And when you understand you have wings, you can soar again.

…if its still hurting fly anyway

re-do

"The way will be lighter, the worries will be fewer, the confrontations will be less difficult if we cultivate a spirit of happiness" -Gordon B. Hinkley

(is it ironic that this was on someones blog and i read it right after i posted that negative nacy-ish post...)

here are a few things that make me happy:

 

waking up to a txt message

paul, connor, rachel, kayla, haley

having a song i like stuck in my head

a warm rice bag at night

long drives with no where to go

INSIDE JOKES

a clean room

pretty pictures 

heliping someone out

funny movies

my car

people who have talents/passionate about something 

finding new music

keeping in contact with old friends 

sunday naps 

cocoamotion 

new years eve

working out 

grilled cheese dipped in tomato soup

lemonade

days off of work for no reason and you have nothing planned

cadence

the office and modern family

vacationing

sleeping

laughing uncontrollably 

CUDDLING 

going on trips with friends 

my food of choice at chili's: chicken chrispers and chocolate molten cake

ect. ect. just to name a few etc. etc.

fml

im awake and alive. at seven in the morning at work. aka the patch. love it here, hate waking up to get here. i open every saturday and im about to punch something because im never fully awake here till about ten or so, so then i feeel as if i am awakening here which is not my warm, body-heated, comfy pillow, cloud blanket and bed. and to top it off, i get to go to fe'v after this and work till seven. why the shit right? hmm oh well. whats new..... nothing. i signed up for classes this week, i found a new consignment store that im half happy slash half sad about because now i know where the remaing five to ten dolla of my paychecks will go. i have no self control with consignment stores. hmmm... what else? oh oh oh. i reunited with an old friend this whole past month and we hung out and it was as amazing as tenth grade so a glorious new girlfriend has risen in stevies life. hmmm. and oh yeah i made a gingerbread house last night which was fabbbulous. im going to go now and put my head on this here table and fall back asleep cause i can. adios szh