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thistle and weeds

Spare me your judgements and spare me your dreams
Cause recently mine have been tearing my seams
I sit alone in this winter clarity which clouds my mind
Alone in the wind and the rain you left me
It's getting dark darling, too dark to see
And I'm on my knees, and your faith in shreds, it seems

Corrupted by the simple sniff of riches blown
I know you have felt much more love than you've shown
And I'm on my knees and the water creeps to my chest

But plant your hope with good seeds
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds
Rain down, rain down on me
Look over your hills and be still
The sky above us shoots to kill
Rain down, rain down on me

But I will hold on
I will hold on hope

I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones
Let the dead bury the dead, they will come out in droves
But take the spade from my hands and fill in the holes you've made

But plant your hope with good seeds
Don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds
Rain down, rain down on me 

20 splendid tips

im a creep and was stalking people to peoples blogs and i saw these tips and i thought they were fabulous so im going to share ( i bolded the ones i specifically adored)....

ONE.

Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO.

Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE.

Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR.

When you say, "I love you," mean it.

FIVE.

When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.

SIX.

Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN.

Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT.

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

NINE.

In disagreements, fight fairly. Please No name calling.

TEN

Don't judge people by their relatives. 

ELEVEN.

Talk slowly but think quickly.

TWELVE

Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

THIRTEEN

Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze.

FOURTEEN.

When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

FIFTEEN.

Remember the three R's: 

      Respect for self; 

      Respect for others; 

      Responsibility for all your actions.

SIXTEEN.

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

SEVENTEEN.

When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

EIGHTEEN.

Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

NINETEEN.

Spend some time alone.

TWENTY.

Write letters. 

xoxo

myles is the worst

thought before slumber

dont forget where you came from, but also... do not forget where you are going.

vent sesh.

so confused. seriously though. i feel like everything in my life right now is just up in the air. my life is always like this, but it feels like its all risen so high everythings right above my grasp. i feel like im confused mostly about what to do next... with everything!!! 

my hours for school are closer to being done. which means what am i going to after YIKES! associates degree is 6 classes away from being my very own. but when should i fit those classes in? should i do one then the other or drag them both out a few more semesters? anddd not to mention my recent moving out ( i need to.seriously, my parents.. god knows i love them but cannot live with them any longer) i dont even want to get into the stresses that seem to be coming along with that... samijo left for holland. i wish i had thousands of dollars to visit her on her awesome adventure but im sad because who will know everyone of my deepest, darkest secrets? urgh that goodness for skype.  a few other random things.. losing friends is so sucky. seriously though i hate it. i dont know why its so hard when sometimes its for the better but it still whomps a big one. relationships. to be in one or not to be in one... isnt that always the question? meh. you caught me on a bad night. cades great im just... whatever. anyways seriously i feel ike if someone was to ask my opinion on something or what i want or what they should do about blah blah and i would just look at them and probably just flip them off.


anyways. ending on a happy note, i just made bank on eyelash extentions today. want them? let me do them :) thanks goodnight xoxo