so confused. seriously though. i feel like everything in my life right now is just up in the air. my life is always like this, but it feels like its all risen so high everythings right above my grasp. i feel like im confused mostly about what to do next... with everything!!!
my hours for school are closer to being done. which means what am i going to after YIKES! associates degree is 6 classes away from being my very own. but when should i fit those classes in? should i do one then the other or drag them both out a few more semesters? anddd not to mention my recent moving out ( i need to.seriously, my parents.. god knows i love them but cannot live with them any longer) i dont even want to get into the stresses that seem to be coming along with that... samijo left for holland. i wish i had thousands of dollars to visit her on her awesome adventure but im sad because who will know everyone of my deepest, darkest secrets? urgh that goodness for skype. a few other random things.. losing friends is so sucky. seriously though i hate it. i dont know why its so hard when sometimes its for the better but it still whomps a big one. relationships. to be in one or not to be in one... isnt that always the question? meh. you caught me on a bad night. cades great im just... whatever. anyways seriously i feel ike if someone was to ask my opinion on something or what i want or what they should do about blah blah and i would just look at them and probably just flip them off.
anyways. ending on a happy note, i just made bank on eyelash extentions today. want them? let me do them :) thanks goodnight xoxo
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