randomz

some random thoughts ive been thinkin about.

-hmm, well for starts how lame friends can be sometimes. goodness, do i have some awesome friends! but sometimes, SOME of them i wouldnt mind trading in for an hour or so until they got their head staright!
-ive been thinkin about how much the portion sizings are in food. like seriously what the heck!? i think its super crazzy how we eat so much as humans, sometimes it discusts me and sometimes i love to eat everything in sight!
-i hate how im shy around new boys. well, not so much shy i just dont know what to say to them so i feel weird and just dont talk at all but then they dont get to know me...so annoying. one day ill change
-i have been thinking about how much i love my brothers-they are awesome and im so happy that we all get along usually
-i want a vacation super bad!!!!! i dont even care where i go, from the dunes to california... i dont care TAKE ME THERE!!!
-i love meeting new cute boys and then after youve been introduced a few minutes later you look at them and hes looking at you and you share a special stare slash smile. like their eyes twinkle and even though nothing usually happens with it, its always nice to know youre getting looked at :)
-fire dancers are hilarious. especially when they are in training!!! ahahahahahha rachel i hope you are reading this
-i think about johnny depp, johnny knoxville, ashton kutcher and adam brody and other attractive boys and thnk to myself.. URGHHH why are they so lucky to have the best faces ever?!
-i wish there was more going on lately. i feel like my life is on pause for some reason and im not a fan. i need to get up and DO SOMETHING!
-i won something today and i love winning. ultimate  feeling.

hahha random thoughts are a glorious thing. man oh man, well im off to bed. szh