Saturday, August 21, 2010

muzik

i don’t know why but i relate music so much to my life. i hate it slash love it. i love relating it to things because it helps me through things or it also helps me descirbe how i feel to myself, if that makes any sense at all..? ahaha i also, on the other hand hate it because sometimes i feel like people are like, stevie stop living your life through music. soorr-frickkin-rrrryy! anyways, for some reason the song, Erase Me makes me smile to myself inside. i don’t know why, it doesn’t really relate to my life necessarily but i dunno i just like it. im not really a rap person but i do have a special place in my heart for Kid Cudi, along with Kanye West (i also like Taylor Swift so im full of controversy i guess?) anyways, so this song has definantly been on my “repeat” via computer, ipod, phone and radio if possible so yeah here are the lyrics enjoy…





She said I don't spend time like I really should
She said she don't know me, anymore
I think she hates me deep down, I know she does
She wants to erase me hmmmmmm
A couple days no talking, I seen my baby
And this what she tells me, she said


I keep on running, keep on running
And nothing works
I can't get away from you, no
I keep on ducking, keep on ducking
And nothing helps
I can't stop missing you, yeah
It's like I'm her new nightmare, she ain't escaping
It makes me feel a bit complete, yeah
Knowing someone you love don't feel the same way about ya
Memories they soon delete, hmmm


A couple weeks no talking, I seen my baby
I've missed you so damn much, hey
I wish we could start over, I told my baby
This what this bitch tells me, she said


I keep on running, keep on running
And nothing works
I can't get away from you, no
I keep on ducking, keep on ducking

And nothing helps
I can't stop missing you, yeah


Cuz I'm in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you are you might hear me
I'm in the magazines
On the TV
No matter where you go you might see me


Uh, I’m Yeezy
She said Hi I’m Aria,
No! You an angel you wave hi to Aaliyah

I got a show in Korea
They built a new arena
Why don’t you come watch nigga tear the whole scene up

I know I’ve seen you before but don’t know where I’ve seen ya
Oh I remember now, it’s something I that I dreamed of
Don C said she cool but don’t let her f-ck ya cream up
Monica Lewinsky on ya dress take ya to the cleaners
Sure enough a week later I’m in extra love
And everybody know she mine so she extra plug
Every bouncer every club show her extra love
We just praying the new fame don’t get the best of us
But all good things gotta come to an end-a
She let it go to her head, no not my aria
The height of her shopping was writers blocking me
I couldn’t get my shit out anyway, I hope you die Aria


I keep on running, keep on running
And nothing works
I can't get away from you, no
I keep on ducking, keep on ducking

And nothing helps
I can't stop missing you, yeah
Hahahhahaha is it not just so perfect? I dunno I just love it! Hmm what has happened to me the last few days? I feel like I am alllwayyys at work! Ive worked 3-11 the past three days and today I worked 11-7. LONG shifts?! I hate it cause my poor feet are starting to resent me but I love it at the same time because I'm finally getting to be myself around the people I work with! Not that I wasn’t before, but I kind of have a hard time meeting and talking when I meet new people… I'm kind of shy? Sometimes.. hmm, I dunno! Anyways yeah that’s about it for me tonight! It’s the last night of summer. Wow it hasn’t hit me at all yet but I'm sure it will tomorrow night before I go to school Monday. Tomorrow I am going to be attending Ty Hiltons farewell. So weird that people that I'm friends with are beginning to leave but I'm super excited for them, it will be an awesome experience for them to have. I'm kind of excited to see Sean’s family! I haven’t seen any of them for a long time and that’s what I'm lookin forward to more than anything! And then tomorrow when ely and I come home from that shin-dig we are going on a hike with the family for mothers belated birthday celebration, I'm excited to hang out with my family! We are all older now so I feel as if we can have more entertaining conversations and such. Hmm, well we will see how that goes! I'm sure mother will take pictures so I will upload them and talk about the hike tomorrow slash sometime soon! Xoxo szh

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