Monday, November 14, 2011

questionair

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?my dearest erica at school! we always have sensational talks about life and what not...

Has anyone said they loved you today? multiple people actually. mother, ely kenz, erica and cadence

Is someone on your mind right now? my brother whos just creepin on me from the other room being a weirdy.

Last person's bed you were on other than yours? mother and fathers. i sluffed church to read... fail.

If you had to get another piercing (not ears) what would you get? nose, call me a weirdo but i think they are gorg!!! i dont know if i could exactly pull it off with my strange honker but i like to think i would look fantastic.
Do you care if people smoke around you? meh, not really. its just whatever. my close family members smoke and i dont seem to mind most of the time. if it starts getting to me i either tough it out because we're in good convo or just slide on out of the premises. 

Have you ever been really good friends with someone, but now you're just friends? hasnt everyone? i had friends in high school that i thought i would never dream to lose contact with and even just being out for two years i rarely talk to and when i do bump into them, its like we are meeting for te first time. i think im in an odd stage in my life when im finally being shown into the real world where you dont just get to hang out with friends all the time. i look at my parents and they have 6 friends MAYBE not even that, that they keep in on-and-off contact with. i think i know the friends i will carry on with me and thats that. wow, that was a rant.

What's your favorite color? i love the colors grey and black, people say that those arent colors but boo to them. i love the color peach though!!!

Who did you last call on the phone? ely

What was the last thing you drank? water. its usually a rare occasion that i drink anything but water. 

What was the last song you heard? young blood by the naked and famous... PLEASE listen! its the best!!!!!


Who was the last person that made you cry? just myself. sometime life can get so frustrating. dont you ever feel that way? sometimes i feel like im just being swallowed in my stupid choices or just different circumstances and i tend to think sometimes "okay, seriously. this. is. not. FAIR!!!!" but then again there's always going to be someone better and always someone worse off then you are. i always try to remember that. i got my email from the universe today and it was seriously EXACTLY  what i needed to hear....





Ever wish for do-over days, Stevie?
 You know, hit the reset button and give'er another shot?

Cool.... Will today work!?Stevie, they're all do-over days, you're a forever being, and whatever you once dreamed of for yourself, I still dream of for you.

It's never too late, 
The Universe




Monday, October 17, 2011

anyway

"People are often unreasonable and self-centered.
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest, people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be good enough.
Do good anyway.
For you see, in the end, it is between you and God.
It never was between you and them anyway."







whale v dolphin

(via honey-and-bee)


A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was “This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?”
The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way:
“Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness. They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia. They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires. Mermaids do not exist. But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish? They would have no sex life and could not bear children. Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad. And, who wants a girl that smells like fish by his side? Without a doubt, I’d rather be a whale."




kjashdkfjhsad

What time did you go to sleep last night? hmm... like 12ish!?

Do you enjoy long car rides? blah. no. i dont like being in a car, plane, anything smallish for more then about 3 hours. after that i have to mentally talk myself out of being a stress ball. 
Are you listening to anything right now? just me type type typinnn away
Has a rumor been spread about you? Yeah. Whatevsss
Do you like funny or serious people better? funny, cause its way more fun butt I like people who know when its time to be serious about things yanno!?
Who was the last male you talked to? My boss sterling

Who is someone that can always make you laugh? Cadence, carter, berrett, matt, maddi

What were you doing at 10am this morning? working

What were you doing an hour ago?watching p.s. i love you.

Do you plan on moving within the next year? Yessss
J
more details so soon come in due time.

Are you wearing anything on your feet? My favorite blowfish boots actually.

What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months? My birthday! Christmas! Being done with school  yeayyayyayya!

Do you remember your dreams? Sometimes I write them down right when I wake up so I can remember to look them up online and interprate wqhat they mean but when I get around to doing it whatever I wrote down usually doesn’t make any sense so I say screw it! hahaha

Where did your last hug take place? on my front porch last night

Have you been to a baby shower? Yeah yeah for some reason I think they’re awkward.

What cell phone company do you use? verizon.

Do you watch the Super Bowl? yeeees!

What about World Cup? Only cause cadence does.

Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
hahah no, I'm not five.

What is the last movie you watched? What happens in vegas. What else is new though right!? ahhaha

What movie do you think everyone should watch? Ah to be a better person and put things into perspective I think the movie Blow is realllllly good. Also boy in the striped pajamas and Up. I always like movies with good messages.

What is your middle name? zel

Do you have your future children's names picked out? who yeeeeepp! All 6 of them good grief

What color is your mailbox? Fade-ish black

Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? YES! Ah so weird, ive never noticed that before.

What brand is your computer printer? epson.

How many cars can fit in your driveway? Technically 2 but my dad has so much ish that we can only fit one

Who was your Kindergarden teacher? Mr
s Bailey.

Friday, October 14, 2011

extremely interesting

how interesting is that?! next time youre wallowing in self pity just remember that your sadness and those types of feelings are self-inflicted and you can either make yourself sad about it or, you can be strong and get over whatever has happened. easier said then done but i think i will always try and remember this.... wish me luck... happy friday everybody!

questionzzz

Write about a time when you tried to help and ended up making things worse: hahaha probably everyday? no just kidding i think this happens to everyone more often then we think actually!  i dont think anybody ever thinks "oh man, im going to do this for someone and then they are going to be screwed after" no no no. we always think that the words we say will help as well as actions, advice, etc. but im sure if things dont turn out the way the person would have hoped, we can get blamed for some things yanno?

Did you ever break an important promise: yes

Write about picking apples, berries, or other fruit or vegetables: we had an apple tree at my old house and my parents would have ely, sam and i pick up the apples that had fallen.... it seemed like it was THE WORST but in all actuality it only took about an hour (if that) hahaha

Write about being a misfit: i think from the end of my 8th grade year through the middle of my 9th grade year i just never really knew where i fit in... i  was sick of my old friends but also felt like groups were complete so i didnt ever go out with any other people... it wasnt until taylor buck and i became best friends where i started to kind of feel like i was happy with the turn my life had taken.



Describe a car or bicycle accident you were in: when i was a jr in high school the drill girls had a group date and it was katie, connor, dani, russel, sean and myself and we were driving and long story short we ran into a telephone pole, and a transmitter box and it blew up underneath of us. not good at all. 

Write about being friends with your brother/sisters: i love my brothers. they truly are the best ever. sam and i are closer just because we have similar interests and ely can be really hard to get along with just because hes so temperamental. but when ely wants to talk we can be super close as well. we all get so excited for each other when we succeed in something we love and we also push each other to be better. sometimes we argue, but dont all siblings?!

Write about wearing high heels or a necktie for the first time: ive yet to wear a necktie.... but high heels and i have a love-hate relationship. i love them! they are adorable on other people and i have some cute heels that would seriously make my outfits that much better... but im not that girl. i dont know why whenever i wear them out and about i feel as if i am trying too hard. its not like they hurt my feet or anything at all but i just dont get that dolled up to wear heels would be acceptable. my mother always comes home with super cute heels that are amazingly adorable but they sadly just sit in my closet :( also i dont go out to places where i need to be that fancy.... i dunno its just a weird thing for me i guess. one day, i hope i grow out of it!

describe

bored and dont know what to blog about. im having a weird but good day and am feeling a mixture of emotions. school ending, cade leaving, a possible AWESOME experience literally thrown at me (more to come when more finalized later)...so im answering questions. enjoy or hate.


 Describe a day at the mall: urgh. hell. seriously i am not a fan of going to the mall and meandering around. its a very RARE occasion when i wanna juts hang out at that place. it stresses me out. now, describe a day at nordstroms.... completely different story. i never leave empty handed... ever. and i actually went there today. bought three items that will be nice additions to my already fabbulous wardrobe

Describe your dream room: welll i guess it depends on what we are talking about here. bedroom? kitchen? bathroom? living room? i dont want to go through and name off what would make each of those rooms ideal so i will name off some things like i would like as a general rule for all of the above.  clean. tidy. homey-i want it to be welcoming to all. earthy idk why i just love earth tones in houses. im not a huge fan of all white and black. and i also want to be able to feel like i can relax in any room.  


Describe a day at the beach: fabulous and much needed. thats what one of my favorite things about lake powell was. we would wake up, pack a ton of food and just go bum it on the beach and hung out. theres just something fun, lighthearted and carefree about beaches and good company.


Describe a practical joke you played on a friend/family member: hahahahahahhahaha honestly too many to name. pranking was our middle name in high school and we loved it!!!! one that always comes to mind is when scott, kamron, lex and nikkie and i went and toilet paperd tayvia cary's car and then to her house..... got caught.... police came.... and we had to clean it up. honestly HILARIOUS!!!!!!!! omg i feel bad that we did it because ime sure she thought/thinks that we all hated her. we totally didnt it just happened that way and it was all too much fun!

Describe an unforgettable experience: wow toughie. i think the most unforgettable experience that i have ever had is when i finally found out what being a true friend meant. its such a hard thing to teach someone what that is and to also understand it yourself. i have been "friends" with people for 6+ years and am finally realizing that they would throw me under the bus to save themselves. it totally sucks. but i think i finally realize that i would rather have 5 friends i can count on every second of everyday without having to talk to them constantly... then have 200 friends that wouldn't care if i was there or not. i think that everyone learns that lesson eventually and i am glad im finally starting to realize those types of things.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

suggestions for successsssss

happy way



sometimes the hard was is really the easy way, and the slow way is really the quick way...
yet, sometimes surprises may remain forever unknown when one waits...and waits...for the quick  and easy way to manifest.

choose the "happy way," and time wont matter.

-the universe



Saturday, October 8, 2011

the whale

 If you read a recent front page story of the San Francisco Chronicle, you would have read about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her mouth. A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farallon Islands (outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an environmental group for help. Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and untangle her. They worked for hours with curved knives and eventually freed her. When she was free, the divers say she swam in what seemed like joyous circles. She then came back to each and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently around as she was thanking them. Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful experience of their lives. The guy who cut the rope out of her mouth said her eyes were following him the whole time, and he will never be the same.

Monday, September 26, 2011

east of eden

"And this I believe: that the free, exploring mind of the individual human is the most valuable thing in the world. And this I would fight for: the freedom of the mind to take any direction it wishes, undirected. And this I must fight against: any idea, religion, or government which limits or destroys the individual."



Saturday, September 17, 2011

fabulous thoughts from the universe

ironically, those who label others as selfish are actually concerned with their own well-being.
This is good for a number of reasons, including learning the virtue of it. Besides, depending upon others to live "unselfishly" is still depending upon others

-the universe


niffty isn't it? how in life you don't even have to know how you got where you are, in order to get where you want to go. and then, well live your little heart out...
think, think, and let go---
-the universe



Thursday, September 15, 2011

powelllalaaa

FA LA LA LA LA-LA LA LA LA! lake powellll, its here. finally here. so excited. fun times to be had and spent and shared with friends, new people, music, lake, warmth, sun. YES! im there. so there! i still have lots to be getting off and doing but i cant stop just being excited. there i said. it. whahooo! these are all pictures from page arizona that i will be full on seeing with my two eyeballies. yayaya


Wednesday, September 14, 2011

relate

Can you relate? 
You sit in your towel after a shower because you're too lazy to get dressed. You and your best friend can say one word, and crack up. You hate when one string of your hoodie is longer than the other. You hate it when people think you like someone when you clearly don't. You hate it when your favorite song comes on, as you pull into the driveway. You feel like if you turn on the lights, you will be safe from anything. You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. You laugh until people get hurt, then stop when you realize it's serious. You hate it when parents get serious about something funny you tell them. You hate when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice. You pretend to sleep when your parents come in. You text the person next to you things that you can't say out loud. You hate when people in front of you walk really slow and you can't get past them. You're always tired no matter how much sleep you get. You stop the microwave before it hits 00:00 to avoid hearing the beeps. You use the "sup" head nod. You just did the nod after you read it. You hate when you are mad at someone and they make you laugh. You check the fridge every ten seconds to see if food magicallyappeared

Thursday, September 8, 2011

little pick-me-ups

everyone gets into that rut in a week when you think, WHEN WILL THIS EVER BE OVER? this week has been short until today and it just seems to be dragging. here are some funny things for those who needs a good smile, laugh, chuckle, what have you :)


seriously makes me laugh everytime i see this!!!


my brother ely and i are going to try and make these :)


creep-radiohead.... get it?


uhmmm, missed this infomercial.


...okay

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

silly

now, i think everyone who reads this blog knows me personally. if not, thats okay! but most of you probably know i enjoy working out on occasion. not something i do religiously. i would like to get into the habit but when it comes right down to it. i dont want to. because i would rather snack, hang out with friends, eat different places, laugh, sit, lounge, and sleep... the list could go on for daysss. but anyways i have been eating smaller portions and watching when i eat and i have actually lost some weight (yahoo) and its been swell. i also have been trying to prioritize what i do during the day so i keep myself at a steady level of busy and not be super lazy or super craziness running around bidness. i think thats a big part of just being healthy with yourself... just being happy with what you are doing during the day has had a huge impact on my body, mind, energy, thoughts etc.... i love being modivated. whether its s seminar, quotes, someone to look up to etc.  these are different pictures i have found that modivate me and also just give me a good laugh!!.... enjoy :) 



funny and modivating in a funny/serious kind of way... 


this has nothing to do with anything but i still found it applicable because shaving is something done with your legs and legs are apart of your body therefore it can be tied in... hahahaha


extremely helpful for myself. whenever im crazing something i pull this up and it has helped me a ton!!!


it makes me feel selfish for wanting a day of... but not bad enough to take a full week off for lake powell.. ehem.

this quote makes me run at least one more lap, a few strides faster, with my heart smiling just a wee bit.... :)

Saturday, August 6, 2011

death??!

no pictures or anything for a skim with this post. i promise, if youll read this whole thing... youll love it. funny stories... funny stories all around. my life has been a serious joke lately. not a joke as in youre pathetic... joke as in serious, pure, humor. lets just start with this story first off..

okay so everyone knows i drive a honda civic hybrid, her names suzyq and shes been a great pal to have around. little brother ely has baseball all day everyday, but our parents have always taught us that working for something never hurt anyone so on the days ely doesnt have baseball untilo later in the day he goes and works at my uncles golf course, fox hollow. since he has weird hours he just would go down late the night before work and stay with my grandma and grandpa, wake up and work from like 4am to 12ish mowing greens and such. since my car got the better end of the stick as far as gas mileage goes i let him take my car down there. not an issue right?

nope, theres more...

so with me being the smart person i am, i took a summer class. i took a break from hair school (probably mentioned that?) and so i just am in "real" school working towards my associates. well im not stupid, so i knew i had to take an elective this year because lets be real... stevie? summer school? english or math? thats a fat NOPE! so i took a jewelry class (i dont even want to go into the hilariousness of this class) so anyways its just a monday tuesday wednesday class and just from 8 to 11. not bad at all. well sometimes ely takes my car, i wake up and bam no car. not an issue though right? because i could just take elys car, wrong again. ya see, slcc university/redwood high/13th grade.... they take their parking permits supppperrr seriously. trust me i got a ticket for driving elys car once so this particular day stevie had no car to go to school in and the fambam had already went on their merry way...

welp guess what, stevie's got an a+ boyfriend. so i call him up and he says okay ill come get you. he does and takes me to class. well im stupid and assume that he will just come when hes summoned to pick me up. oh awesome he has to take his sweet mother to her doctors appointment. in ogden. at 10. awesome my class gets out at 10:30 (tiny bit early) so im screwed. well to say the least poop hit the fan that morning and during class so i left class and immediately started bawling. sweet. and i wasnt even having "the time of the month"

so i think oh thats okay i just can walk to the hair school area of slcc and my friend emily can take me home no problem. i call her, she says shes on her way to school from her el houseo and that shouldnt be a problem. so i sit and wait, and wait, and wait... and finally she gets there and says uhh year i am going to cut my sisters hair today sorryt bro. okay cool man.

so i call cade as im sitting on campus, people walk by and think im an idiot and im just letting it happen. cades waiting for mother inside the car so hes trying to console me and hes saying stevie its fine ill just have paul (older brother) come get you. well guess what? brother and i dont see eye to eye all the time so im not even in the mood for him. so what do i do? decide to walk home. yep. so i do, and crying as i do it. (slcc isnt extremely far away so not a huge issue in the scheme of things) oh where is slcc you say? on redwood road, one of the busiest roads in all of history probably. but who cares, im an emotional wreck. well i get sick of walking and call my dad to see if hes in the area with work. he says why the heck are you walking. stop ill come pick you up! so i say sure fine and continue walking, cause hes not way close so i was like why not do something while i would be doing nothing. so i continue walking.

i call my dad after a few minutes just to see where he is and he says hes close. so i say okay because im now about to go through a busy intersection and i say no way to that and so i just plop my body right on this patch of grass and wait.

its not even the funny part yet people....

so im sitting and waiting and watching the cars go by and i look over and i see his guy with something on his neck and hes like coughing like he cant breath or something. and then he would be fine for a few minutes and then he would pull something and start all over againg. and then all the sudden he sees me watching him and this man starts to approch. thats fine right? he couldnt POSSIBLY be headed to talk to me? nope. wrong. he comes up to me. short man, (shorter then me) and a little bit on the thicker side. long dark hair, dirty, hadnt showered in a few hours (days weeks months... after a while is there really a difference??) and he comes up to me, no joke, and says "will you pull this tight around my neck so i can die?" (bandana aroung neck)

WAS HE SERIOUS!?!?!??!
my reply to him "uh.. no?"
him-"well, why not?"
at this point i stood up to talk to him because i felt vulnerable. he was like standing over me and i was just chillin on the ground and he was blah blahing about wanting to die? wtf?
so i just was like "i dont want you to die"
him-"well i do"

awkward silence and in my head im screaming "WHAT DO YOU SAY TO THAT?!?!?"
and because ive seen to many movies and read too many books and watched the news all to often i thought oh my gosh, this man is going to kidnap me and yikes! so i said the one thing that came to my mind... "my dads on his way"
him-"what?"
me-"yeah im leaving bye"

i started walking the other way and when i finally turned around and saw him taking off his belt and doing it up around his neck. wow. what should i do? let this man kill himself, uh no. so guess what i did? called 911. yep. i did. rescue hero is what you could call me i guess. talked to 911 dispatch, got transfered to the police etc. in the mean time father finally got me and i made my way home as i continued to talk to the po-po and the disbath people etc. maybe the reason i had all these trials was so i could save him? maybe all he was, was a loony just wanting to draw attention to himself (he succeded if this is what he wanted)...

i dont know if he ever caught the guy but my goodness... that was a crazyyyyyy wednesday.


Sunday, July 24, 2011

starvalllllleyyyy

(**i wrote this forever ago but apparently it didnt load so it was just saved as a draft... whoops!!)

i havent posted in ages about anything fun (without pictures) so prepare yourself for a somewhat lenghthy post....

so, lifes treated me well lately. ive done fun summer things and its been great! last summer was wayyy jammed pack with exciting adventures. this summer hasnt been as jammed because of lame work and such buttt ive still got to go and do fun things! like the other week i went to taylorsville dayzz. which if you know me, you know i LOVE the rides and fireworks and everything. fireworks on saturday were the most amazing things ever!!! but bad news bears.. i lost my camera? how how how? i dunno i was sad but then i got over it semi quickly. i just purchased a new camera and i LOVE it! its a canon and i was lucky enough to try it out this past week while i was in Star Valley Idaho. i had so much fun we went and did so many fun things and it was nice to not have to work or not have to worry about anything.  here are some pictures from the fun trip...

annnnddd for some reason the pictures wont load. dannnnngittt!!! anyways i had fun and thats all anybody needs to know!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

my god


i believe these words with everything inside of myself. I try... (and fail!) to exemplify this every day. i wish/hope that i am someone people can get to know and realize that i truely am someone who loves everyone as well. i know im not perfect but its something awesome to work towards!

adorable

i suck at blogging and we all know that. and when i do blog, all the are about are happy and positive-feelgoods and sometimes thats not fun. hmm oh well...anyways great, now thats out of the way...

i stumbled upon this story.. .please feel free to enjoy, because i surely did.


"This picture is from an article called "The Rescuing Hug". The article details the first week of life of a set of twins. Each were in their respective incubators and one was not expected to live. A hospital nurse fought against the hospital rules and placed the babies in one incubator. When they were placed together, the healthier of the two threw an arm over her sister in an endearing embrace. The smaller baby's heart stabilized and temperature rose to normal"

Monday, June 27, 2011

urgh

you guys. this sucks. this sucks big time this time.firslty because i havent really wrote anything for like every and secondly because this is just a weird and hard topic for me to talk about so for once my blog is sadddish. ive already mentioned about how i was a dumbo in high school and lied about silly, weirdy, crazy people things in previous blog posts. but thats all in the past right? urgh i already hate being called out when i do things wrong now, let alone like yearsss ago. ive already said a way big, huge, fat SORRY to everyone i hurt, or lied to or just messed things up with. and now its just super hard to deal with it being brought up every now and again. i know i know you get to choose the choice but never the consequence. i just wish the consequences would stop. ive alreay said sorry to my peeeeps and my god. so like, just stop boppin in and around my life randomly you stupid choice i made. like please. for once. and people that bring people faults onto the table, shame on you. you dont want to live in a glass house and neither do i. so stop throwing rocks and hurting my feelings. please. people who love me for who i am despite the lame stupid choices ive made are my real friends and everyone else sucks! urgh.


anyways. im a happy person just like 4 differrent lame things have happened to myself and members of my family lately and everyone just needs to be happy and not sad and bring other peoples down. dont waste that energy! everyones beautiful and fun. plus i lost my camera. which should be a big deal, but it kind of wasnt cause its just something thats replaceable. and on a happier note im going to kid cudi tomorrow. everyone and their puppy and kitty are coming too but who cares. i love the man on the moon. now adios and enjoy the week :)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Friday, June 10, 2011

amateur

"Never be afraid to try anything new.
Remember the Titanic was built by professionals,
the Ark was built by amateurs"

good quote to start the friday :)

Sunday, May 29, 2011

yellow

one more thing! this song came on my ipod the other day and i forgot how much i love this song... anyways... enjoy--
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow

So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so

I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow

I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow

Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you

journall

Good weekend was had by Stevie Hansgen this weekend. Caught up with old friends, met some new people, etc. anyways, this post might be super lame to some of you so bear with me or just feel free to stop reading at anytime. So I was reading in my journal the other day and I was  laughing so hard because some of the things I wrote about I remembered thinking “holy crap! I will never get over this!!” or “ahh Id rather die than have to deal with this” and now looking back on it, they all were such small stupid things that I obviously got over and am now breathing and I'm okay now! But this all just made me think about how little stuff that people did in elementary school, jr high and high school were such big deals and now no one remembers and if they do, we are all over it. Its such a better place to be when youre happy with who you are, what youre doing and who youre trying to be. I'm glad that I was able to overcome the stupid relationship drama, the friendship crap and all the things in between. I'm thankful for the many people in my life who have given and will continue giving me extra chances to make my wrongs right again. Goodnight and have a happy Sunday !





Thursday, May 26, 2011

recover

Consider the four things you can't recover -

1)The stone......after it's thrown.
2)The word.......after it's said.
3)The occasion...after it's missed.
4)The time.......after it's gone.
 
-Kerie Stuth.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

concert-oz

i just bought one of cades birthday presents and truely its more of a present for me then it is his but the event fall on his birthday so... we are going to it! ha! ive been stoked for this concert forever and i finally dragged my lazy but to get our tickets just today! but anyways... drumm rolll....

i got us tickets to the concert ...

Slightly Stoopid

Shwayze

and Rebelution

concerts are totally our thing in the summer. actually always.. but this is one i will not  be missing...
other ones we plan on attending are...
brett dennen

kid cudi

kenney chesney (cade refused so i will have to tag along with friends)

matisyahu

and 311 is coming sublime and rome.